#idk it's a bit hard to get closer w ppl lately when we're all busy

[noxtivagus]

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#🌙.rambles #continuation!!!!! #i think. this world is lonely for people who think like me #especially since i'm still young i think it's harder for me to find people like me #wah... moments n nights like these #my whole family's basically sick at this point but we're happy #i love how i smile as you smile. how i laugh as you laugh #i love how i imagine. there are worlds in my head that only i know #i love how i write n how i'm aware of how the memories n my life n myself #n i love the way i analyze myself n others #n how my experiences have made me to be this way #i want to do a lot better tho n keep on improving myself #so i'll read! n learn! n study harder! #one aspect in my life that i've been particularly weak tho is socially #frankly idk how i'm really supposed to fix that😭 but i try #idk it's a bit hard to get closer w ppl lately when we're all busy #n maybe it's my intuition or anxiety but #i wonder if i've ever been the first choice. or someone special. maybe in a childhood friend way or the friend you can confide in #the one you go to for advice? or the one that comforts you. i wonder what i mean to others #as usual though above all i want to focus on improving myself. holistically #i still feel so sick rn wah i'm gna rest ><