#idk this time its diff today i am kind of in my feelings and ugly crying

[decomposedfairy]

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#idk who to talk abt my bs to so im going to do it here for a sec #i dont have many ppl in my life and the ppl i do have only stick around because they know i am the one that helps. #a few days later an old friend hmu and ngl i was super down to reconnect because i am one lonely b #not even a whole day later they ask for a handout #and honestly i dont mind helping ppl especially if we were once close #buut the second you have an attitude when i do not give a response because i was SLEEPING tells me i am a dumbass and i fell for it again #its true ​i dont expect anything but i do think i deserve some sort of respect #yk ​at first it didnt really bother me because my family does the same shit and im used to it but this time #idk this time its diff today i am kind of in my feelings and ugly crying #idek when is the last time someone has asked if i were okay idk i think i need some distractions my brain is being mean #there are a few typos so im sry and also sry if u decided to read this #a few days AGO* #god fuck