#idk too long to keep writing in the tags but like god...and ofc its 3am and now i choose to focus on this lol

[shesaware]

:

#literally forgot how nice it was to have this account in many ways bc i hate getting all deep on other social media platforms #like even tho 26k ppl follow me...most of u are inactive lol #anyways ..ive been watching sm intervention cause i guess im bored and it just reminds me of being a teen and #my dad being such a bad alcoholic and why i forget that in such a significant part of my developmental life that something like that #took over my life for basically 3+ years and most of my home memories (even though its only been 6-7 years) are tied to such bad memories of #my dad etc. #and i still dont recognize to the full extent as to how it has limited how i behave / my emotional state / y im so depressed etc. #idk too long to keep writing in the tags but like god...and ofc its 3am and now i choose to focus on this lol #ANYWAYS