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#if i do wear a binder i cant breathe and cant stop sweating
ducktollers
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8 months
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imma keep it real with u guys idk how im gonna stand the anxiety this semester . and i must stand it i have no choice
#grin and bear it. i am so TIRED of grinning and bearing it
#actually im not grinning . im glaring to stop my eyes from watering or staring at my hands fidgeting while i bear it
#university is just like. i dont belong here. i shouldnt be here. ur all so passionate abt this and i didnt even do the reading.
#im too scared to make eye contact or talk . and then i get sad and insecure abt always being the odd one out. while i glare at the floor
#every semester i say my name and lie and say sheher pronouns and it makes me taste bile. and i cant stop sweating. and i hate it here.
#someone has to sit right next to me and suddenly my breath probably stinks. i probably stink. my skin looks so bad. my hair looks so bad.
#and i stare at my lap and see my big ass thighs and im like Oh yeah im a woman. thanks i hate it. if i dont wear a binder i feel sick
#if i do wear a binder i cant breathe and cant stop sweating
#im tense all day. my whole body hurts. im too anxious to eat. i should bc my stomach will growl.if i eat my stomach will gurgle loud anyway.
#i need to get out of here. im so close to the end. ive been dying inside for years. ive never been anything but a student. im terrified.
#🙂
#u know. its like that
#x
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