#if my devart weren't dead I'd...hmm...maybe it's forgivable to show my face on there again

[emilyharmonia]

Check it!!!

A longtime Soundcloud listener suggested it was fine to put songs up on YouTube pre-PV - something I’d had cold feet about before - and now that’s what I’m doing!!! I mean this song is a little old but I’m still pretty happy with how it came out so to hell with it. You get it in video format now~

Links to its other broadcasts (+ its instrumental and DL), are in the description ♡

#vocaloid #ruby vocaloid #vocaloid ruby #vocaloid music #endometriosis #engloid #mom I’m on youtube I’m famous now #is this a plug? idk. is it a share? yes #I'm sorry but my channel is still liddl. and I want to give people the chance to find my music #if my devart weren't dead I'd...hmm...maybe it's forgivable to show my face on there again #I didn't do anything! I just ran outta spoons like four years ago and stopped responding to people which made me feel guilty #which made me further isolate myself and only sporadically post with confusing reassurances in the descriptions that I was not dead #I am a Failure #@people who lose the energy to socialize for long stretches of time how do you tell people why you stopped talking to them?????? #oh god anyway this is a mess just listen to my song if you'd like kghf #edit: I considered scheduling but tag tracking is a thing so goddammit I'm sending my baby into the blue hellworld now