#if none of yall kno bc its.. again.. a sideblog.. lmfao

[gumdecay]

.

#thinkin abt back when i had an rp blog n how i dated alex bc i mistook her writing healthy relationships w me as her knowing how 2 b in a he #althy relationship n then i dated jenn bc i thot i was in love w her when i was rlly just in love w her writing n then i dated l 4 both of #the above reasons + i didnt (n still kinda dont rip) kno the different between the love u feel 4 friends n the infatuation / eventual love u #feel 4 ppl u date like......... BINCH 3 OF MY ABUSIVE RELATIONSHIPS WERE W PPL I RP'D W WHAT THE FUCK LOL #wild 2 think abt tbh......... i miss having a 1x1 blog bc like.. u cld make friends that way n start a mil #lion threads n like. just have fun. but now i dnt have nyone 2 make one w n i hate joining comms alone n like :'( i just miss writing w ppl #sm :'( rping was so fun n such a big part of my life n i MISS IT but i fuckin hate group rps theyre all so boring nymore :'(( #@ nyone w a 1x1 rp blog hmu so i can kno who 2 follow n have a built in friend b4 i try n jump back into stuff :'( #id say mutuals only but i dnt follow from this blog bc its a sideblog n also im mutuals w like.. the vast majority of my followers here evn #if none of yall kno bc its.. again.. a sideblog.. lmfao