#if only they actually gave shart this body type

[hiddentrails7]

I gave the BG3 origin characters Pokémon teams and put way too much thought into it, so I thought I'd share my nerdish thoughts. Maybe I'll do non-origin characters at some point, but eh, we'll see.

Oh, and there's some spoilers for the character stories, so read at your own risk.

(Teams under the cut!)

Lae'zel

(I couldn't not use this gif, sorry girlie)

Kommo-o

"When it spots enemies, it threatens them by jingling the scales on its tail. Weak opponents will crack and flee in panic." (Pokémon Sun)

An intimidating, armored warrior, just like Lae! Its shiny also reminds me of her, haha.

Zangoose

"It has feuded with SEVIPER for many generations. Its sharp claws are its biggest weapons." (Pokémon Diamond & Pokémon Pearl)

Just like the Githyanki's fued with Mindflayers, it has a big issue with Seviper's mere existence. They also give the same attitude vibes.

Scizor

"SCIZOR has a body with the hardness of steel. It is not easily fazed by ordinary sorts of attacks. This POKéMON flaps its wings to regulate its body temperature." (Pokémon Ruby & Pokémon Sapphire)

They're both well-armored! It is,, also just her vibe.

Bisharp

This pitiless Pokémon commands a group of Pawniard to hound prey into immobility. It then moves in to finish the prey off." (Pokémon Black 2 & Pokémon White 2)

A hardened warrior, like the rest of the team. It not only plays into the fact that she likes to take charge, but I don't think she'd ever evolve it into Kingambit due to her whole awakening with Vlaakith and learning about the prince in the prism, lmao. She's content with Bisharp.

Falinks

"The six of them work together as one Pokémon. Teamwork is also their battle strategy, and they constantly change their formation as they fight." (Pokémon Shield)

The ultimate unit. She doesn't care if they're little guys, they're forces of nature! Not to be trifled with!

Charizard

"CHARIZARD flies around the sky in search of powerful opponents. It breathes fire of such great heat that it melts anything. However, it never turns its fiery breath on any opponent weaker than itself." (Pokémon Ruby & Pokémon Sapphire)

Even if she doesn't agree to become Vlaakith's chosen, she seems like the type to get a dragon herself just to spite Vlaakith.

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Shadowheart

(Oh my beloved Shart)

Umbreon

"When exposed to the moon's aura, the rings on its body glow faintly and it gains a mysterious power." (Pokémon Platinum)

It is so she coded. She worships the moon/darkness, no matter what path you go down with her, so Umbreon is perfect!

Absol

"Although it’s said to bring disaster, in actuality, this Pokémon possesses a calm disposition and warns people of any crises that loom." (Pokémon Moon)

Another dark, kind-of moon-esk vibe Pokémon. They also have similar haircuts!

Trevenant

"Trevenant is very kind to Pokémon living in the forest. It doesn't even care if these Pokémon take up residence in the greenery on its head." (Pokémon Violet)

A Pokémon I just think she'd like. I like to think it'd try to protect her from wolves in the forest, but when she came into contact with Sharr for the first time it was only a Phantump.

Hatterene

"This Pokémon can read the emotions of creatures over 30 miles away. The minute it senses hostility, it goes on the attack." (Pokémon Sword, G-Max form)

I think it's a really funny image. Shadowheart wouldn't mind watching with a wine glass in-hand as her Hatterene beats the shit out of someone that won't leave her alone. Its interaction potiental with Astarion is peak.

Mawile

"It chomps with its gaping mouth. Its huge jaws are actually steel horns that have been transformed." (Pokémon HeartGold & Pokémon SoulSilver)

Has her vibes. Good for both versions of her. Has her ponytail (kind of). Makes sense to me!

Zoroark

"Each has the ability to fool a large group of people simultaneously. They protect their lair with illusory scenery." (Pokémon White)

While kind of leaning toward Sharr, it works for Selune as well! Shadowheart is also naturally a Trickster Domain Cleric, so a Pokémon known for tricks is great!

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Astarion

(My personal favorite character. I love him. He's soggy.)

Hisuian Zoroark

"With its disheveled white fur, it looks like an embodiment of death. Heedless of its own safety, Zoroark attacks its nemeses with a bitter energy so intense, it lacerates Zoroark’s own body." (Pokémon Legends Arceus)

Its a very Astarion Pokémon. It not only has wonderful hair, just like him, the entry above sounds a bit too similar to the start of the Cazador fight... heh.

Gliscor

"It dances silently through the sky. When it approaches prey, it can land a critical hit in an instant." (Pokémon Black 2 & Pokémon White 2)

Of course, it's vampire coded, and it also just has Astarion's smug, rogueish vibes.

Thievul

"It secretly marks potential targets with a scent. By following the scent, it stalks its targets and steals from them when they least expect it." (Pokémon Sword)

Astarion is a fancy man! Former magistrate! Thievul fits the high-class vibe and, of course, the thief aesthetic.

Froslass

"A Pokémon inhabited by the soul of a woman who died bearing a grudge in the snowy mountains. Legends of Froslass placing deathly curses on misbehaving men send shivers down my spine." (Pokémon Legends Arceus)

I think it'd be funny, if this Pokémon saw Astarion and related. Like. It feels empathy for this poor mf and just kinda sticks around. It REALLY wants to kill Cazador, but doesn't for Astarion's sake. It's cute.

Crobat

"The transformation of its legs into wings made it better at flying, but more clumsy at walking." (Pokémon Platinum)

Ugh the thought of Astarion befriending a Zubat in Cazador's palace and getting it to evolve via friendship is so nice. Also another vampire-esk mon.

Liepard

"Their beautiful form comes from the muscles they have developed. They run silently in the night." (Pokémon Black 2 & Pokèmon White 2)

It's him. As a purple and yellow cat. What do you want me to say.

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Gale

(My favorite boot-eater)

Alakazam

"While it has strong psychic abilities and high intelligence, an ALAKAZAM's muscles are very weak. It uses psychic power to move its body." (Pokémon Emerald)

Okay, Mr. 45 Defense 135 Special Attack. The og wizard Pokémon. Of course Gale has one.

Meowscarada

"This Pokémon uses the reflective fur lining its cape to camouflage the stem of its flower, creating the illusion that the flower is floating." (Pokémon Scarlet)

While, yes, it's a Magician, not a Wizard, I still think it works. Gale has a sassier side, which I thoroughly enjoy, and it reminds me of Tara in a weird way.

Delphox

"Using psychic power, it generates a fiery vortex of 5,400 degrees Fahrenheit, incinerating foes swept into this whirl of flame." (Pokémon Y)

Literally a wizard. Gale would love a little Fennakin.

...also, uh, Fireball.

Ditto

"With its astonishing capacity for metamorphosis, it can get along with anything. It does not get along well with its fellow Ditto." (Pokémon Moon)

Gale loves his duplicates: no need for spell slots if you have a Ditto!

...unless he needs Ditto to speak, of course, but Ditto can probably write instead!

Meowstic (Male)

"When in danger, it raises its ears and releases enough psychic power to grind a 10-ton truck into dust."

Another lovely Psychic type! It's also cat-shaped so that's a bonus for Gale. Simply a little guy.

Chandelure

"This Pokémon haunts dilapidated mansions. It sways its arms to hypnotize opponents with the ominous dancing of its flames." (Pokémon Sword)

I wanted a magic item reference, and I think he'd think it's cool! There's quite a few myths surrounding it.

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Wyll

(My first romance. He has a special lil place in my heart.)

Gallade

"A master of courtesy and swordsmanship, it fights using extending swords on its elbows." (Pokémon Diamond & Pokémon Pearl)

THE BLADE OF FRONTIERS—

Aegislash

"Apparently, it can detect innate qualities of leadership. According to legend, whoever it recognizes is destined to become king." (Pokémon Y)

THE BLADE OF FRONTIERS PART 2—

Oh, and I also think he got his from his father.

Corviknight

"This Pokémon reigns supreme in the skies of the Galar region. The black luster of its steel body could drive terror into the heart of any foe." (Pokémon Sword)

Haha. Ravengard. Get it.

It's also another knight aesthetic. Yippee.

Sirfetch'd

"Only Farfetch'd that have survived many battles can attain this evolution. When this Pokémon's leek withers, it will retire from combat." (Pokémon Sword)

Oh, another knight! What do you know.

...Blade of Frontiers part 3.

Lucario

"Not only does it perceive auras, but it has also gained the power to control them. It employs them in battle." (Pokémon Sun)

It's very him coded. I also really like the jokes where people compare him to a puppy. Lucario is a bipedal puppy.

The thought of a younger Wyll with a Riolu also brings me joy.

Ceruledge

"The fiery blades on its arms burn fiercely with the lingering resentment of a sword wielder who fell before accomplishing their goal." (Pokémon Scarlet)

Ah, finally. The Warlock pact Pokémon. It really fits him after getting his pact, imo. I like to think Mizora didn't give him a chance to evolve it into Armarouge instead, which upset Wyll at first, but he gets attached to Ceruledge. It's still his, after all.

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Karlach

(My favorite female character! She brings me such joy)

Emboar

"It can throw a fire punch by setting its fists on fire with its fiery chin. It cares deeply about its friends." (Pokémon Black)

She'd love this fucker, especially as a Tepig! They're both bulky as shit and deserve the world.

Haxorus

"While usually kindhearted, it can be terrifying if angered. Tusks that can slice through steel beams are how Haxorus deals with its adversaries." (Pokémon Shield)

Haha big axe. Haxorus is just very Barbarian coded.

...Also Karlach with an Axew <3.

Tinkaton

"The hammer tops 220 pounds, yet it gets swung around easily by Tinkaton as it steals whatever it pleases and carries its plunder back home." (Pokémon Violet)

Another big-weapon Pokémon, but I think she'd also just think it's silly.

Imagine Wyll meeting her with this little menace, since he has a Corviknight.

(Yes, I might've done that on purpose)

Arcanine

"Arcanine is known for its high speed. It is said to be capable of running over 6,200 miles in a single day and night. The fire that blazes wildly within this Pokémon's body is its source of power." (Pokémon Omega Ruby & Pokémon Alpha Sapphire)

Loyal fire puppy. Essentially Karlach.

Bewear

"This Pokémon has the habit of hugging its companions. Many Trainers have left this world after their spines were squashed by its hug." (Pokémon Moon)

THEY CAN TAKE EACHOTHER'S BACKBREAKING HUGS. THEY DESERVE EACHOTHER.

I also just really had a fun time running Bear-Rage Barbarian Karlach.

Darmanitan

"Its internal fire burns at 2,500° F, making enough power that it can destroy a dump truck with one punch." (Pokémon Black)

A very Karlach mon, in my opinion. She appreciates how angry it can be. She is also quite angry.

#balders gate 3 #bg3 #spoilers #pokémon au #pokémon crossover #i spent way too much time on this #lae'zel #shadowheart #astarion ancunin #gale dekarios #gale of waterdeep #wyll ravengard #karlach #i often question my mental health

[thevampsworld96]

You Won't Find Anothet Like Me - BWS

Hey, everyone. I hope you are all well. I've been working on this one for weeks, trying to make it perfect and spine chilling to readm I enjoyed reading it back while I was proofreading it all. Hioe, you enjoy. Please stay safe, take care, and thank you.

The thar is used to help you feel the emotions of the fanfic.

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Never in your life you imagined yourself bringing in position I middle of a park, having your body pinned against the cold, dusty brick wall. You thought it was all a dream a nightmare more like but in the most pleasureable way. Just imagine an invisible force grabbing you and forcely smashing your body against the wall. It was not able to control it as it was doing all the movements for you.

A few months earlier, you decided to shart another chapter in your life, and that was to move out into the city. It has always been a dream of yours, and after weeks of searching, weeks and talking to agencies you have finally found the perfect job at a bar which was called "DUSK" you invited for an interview and on the same day you got the keys to the flat everything started to look brighter for you and yoi couldn't be happier. You really wanted an adventure. Something so new to venture out to it was exciting but nerve-wracking at the same time.

Moving away waw the most difficult, but you knew that it had to be done. It was your dream, and everyone who truly cared about you they just couldn't be happier. They even threw you a going away party, which you knew nothing about.

On your last day of your current job, you received a mysterious text message from your sister, who you close to she looked up to you as you the oldest and it meat she will be the child at home.

On your way home, you received a threatening text from your begging to come. You took the fastest route home, only find a huge party with all the people who truly care about you. Mostly, it was your family, the people who have watched you grow up the years in to the woman that you are today. It was a great party which lasted until 3 am but you loved it and you know how much you were loved by people.

Once moved in, everything fell into place perfectly. Your first day on the job went perfectly. You made friends with everyone. Your manager was the best. He was friendly, easygoing, and a true gentleman. He was the type that respected all his staff, but he made things fair. He made you feel you were a part of his small working family as he was single and lived on his own he was happy to live a life like that.

You made friends easily with your colleagues, and you began to be liked by people who lived locally. They would always tip you on your service, and if there ever was a problem, you would always find a way to fix it all without getting the manager involved. You worked great on your feet, and you were always able to fix things without a problem what so ever.

One morning, you checked the roater for your shifts for the week, and they were all evening shifts that you actually preferred. It meant you be well rested and ready for work. Without yawning, you would be fully alert, which gave you good tips from customers, but that wasn't the reason why you did it.

You loved this job more than anything, and the people meant a lot to you they became your family in a way, and making them happy was your main priority.

After working for 6 hours straight, you decided to take your break it got too much for you, so you went out for a bit of air.

"Hey John, I'm going for my break, I'll be at the back," you say to him. He then looked over your shoulder and gave you a friendly smile on your face.

"Sure, go for it. You have 30 minutes, ok Y/N, " he says, giving you a thumbs up. You then give him a smile back to him.

You made your outside it was dark and cold but you needed some fresh air as it was getting very busy and too much for you. You needed that mental break only to find yourself in this moment.

A few moments in to break, you found yourself pinned to a wall in a dark alleyway it wasn't even an alleyway, more like a passage to the hidden staff car park. You would always come here with a small bottle of bear in your hand, just a small beverage to keep you hydrated throughout the night, although you preferred water.

Your body was pinned to the wall, which was cold, but that didn't bother you, not one bit. The fear was there, but the lust took over. You loved the feeling that was vibrating around your whole body. You couldn't scream if you wanted to. You were hypnotised by his touch, which was cold but gentle at first but then rough. His hands never left your body.

He placed hands he's under your red glittery dress, feeling your warm body, hus hands slowly gliding down to the entrance of your pussy. He enters with one finger, second later another followed by another. You moaned, constantly feeling the pleasure of building up inside of you.

Your moans were music to his as he continued leaving kisses on your body. While his hands touched all the great spots that were touching, you loved it, but who was this person, and why was he making you feel this good no man has ever made you feel this way.

Moments after he's teeth were in your skin, blood started to gush out like a burst water pipe. The pain was there ripping and shredding through your flesh you moaned once more.

"Oh my god," you moaned quietly even though you wanted to scream it from the top of your lungs.

Both of you slowly drowned to the ground as you felt his weight slowly taking you down. You had no strength left in you. Your arms were dead, and weighed your legs. However, we were dead too, but every touch you somehow managed to keep you on your feet.

The straps from your dress fell on to shoulder blood and were now rolling down to your chest. Some were on dress, but it was barely noticed as you were wearing read.

"You taste amazing, beautiful. Has anyone ever told you that? " He says to you in a low tone.

His hands still glide down slowly up and down your body. Your blood dripping from his hunger filled lips.

"What are you please? I need to know, " you said to him, panting rapidly as the whole body was sweating uncontrollably.

He looked into your eyes, blood dripping down his soft lips, dark brown eyes looking deep into yours, still seeing the lust and the hunger in his eyes.

You managed to ask him. Your voice broke down as you had no strength.

He gently pulled your body close to his and gently caressed your face, and then he cupped your face again. You gently moaned once more and listened to what he had to say.

"You know when the time is right beautiful, I'm not done with you yet, baby girl, you won't find another like me"

He gently whispered in your ears. He looked deep into your eyes, and you did the same both of your eyes locked on to each other. You were able to see the lust he had in his eyes even though your vision was very blured, but you were able to see his beautiful, sharp features and his charming smile that you didn't want to forget about that as you found it hot as hell.

"Just do one thing for me. Remember my name, it's Brad. I have a feeling I'd be seeing you again, beautiful. As I have said before, the taste of you will never leave my lips, so I will back"

He quietly whispers in your ear, then gently kisses your forehead with a blink of eyes he had vanished, leaving you alone in the dark alleyway panting heavily, looking like a mess, still in shock.

"What on earth just happened? Did I dream that no, no, it didn't feel like a dream he was definitely here. Am I going insane?"

You had many questions rushing through your head. You were unable to forget his touch all over the body, which was exposed. The dress you had on was half covering your body and half of it exposing your clean and clear shoulders.

You started to cast your mind back thinking about those teeth, no, they were not teeth, they were fangs, definitely fangs you thought to yourself.

"(Y/N) Hey, wake up dolly daydream come on, I'm sorry to say but break is over love come om"

Your namager said from behind you. I'm not realising you were half naked.

"I'll be there in a few John just need to sort myself out"

You replied, still flabbergasted after what you have, just whiteness. You fixed yourself up in the bathroom and looked at yourself in the mirror, noticing the mark of fangs on your neck were there you needed to hide otherwise people were going to keep asking questions how it all happened and thinking all sorts.

"Oh my God"

You quietly thought to yourself. Eventually, you pulled yourself together and made your back to the bar to attend to the customers who patiently waited to be served. You saw him again sitting on a table on you only he winked at you and then smiled...

#brad simpson #brad simpson imagine #the vamps imagine #bradley simpson #bradley simpson imagine #the vamps #brad simpson x reader #bradley will simpson

[merci-bitch]

The Shiny Disappearing Blood.

Rose The Hat x Fem!Reader

Genre: drama/angst

Words: almost 4k

Warning(s): angst, drama, fluff, swearing, blood

A/N: I wanna thank @kileyrose-2003 for helping me with this so much. It’s shorter then I thought it would be but I’m proud of it! I wanna thank @kileyrose-2003 & @shart-xing for being my good friends and for helping me through everything I’m going through lately. I owe you both so much. I couldn’t thank you enough.

Thank you all for being patient with me and for wishing me ‘ger well soon’. It really warms my heart. I love you all very much.

The feeling of a sharp sting and then something, forcing its way into the back of my neck was the last thing I thought about before everything went cold, and even more dark then it was before. I felt my whole body going limp and weaker as time grew. I guess it was from whatever that was pushed into the back of my neck. Despite this, my eyes falling shut I could still hear and some what feel. I felt someone turn me over, lifting me up into their arms. It seemed all to familiar. I felt my body bounce with each step this person took and soon how the wind filled my hair and a bunch of shivers were sent throughout my body, but I couldn’t move. I felt as if my whole body was starting to cramp, how everything went stiff and I couldn’t do anything about it. 

Soon enough I felt my body being lowered into something, or rather on to something. The trunk of a car. Sometimes the back of a car would have a rather large space like Crow Daddy’s. But not this one. It was small and low. I felt myself panic, I couldn’t handle small spaces. This wasn’t really something I was fond of. If this was some sort of prank Barry or Doug was pulling on me, I swear to god that I would kill them with my bare hands. If Rose hadn’t gotten there before me. A bunch of things were starting to flow in my thoughts. My anxiety level raising by every minute that went by. I kept telling myself that it had to be Barry. It had to be! But the feeling of being in his arms were far too familiar. And the smell, the smell of alcohol. 

***

“Danny! This isn’t fun anymore! You said you’d stop!”

 I said as I threw my hands in the air. Seeing as Danny walked towards the door, with my valet in hand. For as long as I’d know Dan Torrance, he had, had a alcohol problem. Taking it after his father as he said. As much as I tried to help him stop drinking or doing drugs of any kind it didn’t work. I had told him so many times how he wasn’t his father. How he wasn’t Jack Torrance. That he was the man I loved and who I wanted to spend the rest of my life with. How I wouldn’t mind spending all of my money, just for him to get help. Sure it worked for a week or so but then he was back to his ‘usual’ self again. It scared me to be honest. I wasn’t scared that he would hit me because it didn’t matter how drunk he was, Danny would never hit me; rather said a woman. It was more his words. I always tried to hide how I was feeling from him. Sure, I loved him but they always say that a drunk mouth is one’s sober thoughts. Every time I would think about it, what he’d say I would always end up crying. Holding myself close, scared of anyone’s touch. 

Danny was special. Not just any normal special person but he shined. So did I, but not as strong as he did. I always wanted Danny to teach me, how to control one’s shine but he never did. He said that it wasn’t because he didn’t want to but because of the people who ate other people’s shine. I never understood when he said that. People who wanted to eat our shine? People like that didn’t exist, did they? I had never seen them, or even heard of them. So why should people like that exist? 

“What I do is none of your business Y/N.” How dare he? “It is Danny! I’m your girlfriend and that’s my money your using to get yourself drunk!” I could see how Danny’s temper was boiling. “I’m trying to help you! I’ve stayed for years for you! Because I love you Dan! I sacrificed everything I had and have because I love you!” All of a sudden Dan started walking towards, backing me up against the nearest wall and his hand wrapped itself around my throat, squeezing lightly. I was in complete shock. Danny has never laid a hand on me, unless I wanted it of course. His grip around my throat grew stronger and less air was transferred to my lungs. Panic started to raise in my eyes. Less air was transported to my body and I felt my vision turning dark. 

“D-Danny, I-I can’t breathe” 

He’s grip around my throat loosened. I felt my knees buck and how my legs lost their strength. As I fell to the ground, gripping and scratching my throat for the new air filling my lungs, Danny slowly backed away and soon enough he was out the door.

It couldn’t be true, tell me it was all a lie. That I had been lied to. What the hell did I do? You’ve never been the type to do this. Maybe you would take this back, saying you were trying to make me laugh. We didn’t have to change today, but maybe you didn’t mean it when you said ‘I love you’. I love you, but now I don’t want to. 

I was up all night, two pairs of red, puffy eyes. I wish I knew how to fly, how to fly away from here. To a place where I wasn’t in love with the wrong kind. Where I learned how to put my trust in the right people. Maybe I just try and tell myself a good lie. I didn’t mean to make you mad, or cry Dan. I’ve noticed your smile lately. It wasn’t the same as the days we were living like it was the last day on earth. It didn’t ‘shine’ as it did once before. I love you, and I don’t want to. The fact that the smile you gave me even if you felt like dying was still real. But it feels as if we’ve fallen apart as it gets dark. As if we show a fake side of us to others but when we’re alone, there’s wasn’t anything there anymore. As if our whole lives had been one big lie to society. As if we’ve never existed at all. As if we hadn’t been that couple. The couple who loved each other. Who believed in each other, not matter what was going on. The couple who had each other’s backs. They always say, you shouldn’t take everything in life for granted and expect to have everything delivered to your door. I guess I thought that way. 

I felt my own tears fall down my cheeks. Not noticing anything around me. My body slowly lowered itself down onto the floor. My tears blocking my vision. My vision of seeing every little thing inside his home. Our home. A home I had grown used to for the past 3 years. Despite the mentally abuse, it was the best home I’d ever had. It’s addictive the minute you let yourself think. The things I’d say just might actually matter to someone. Cause all of this time I had been keeping my mind on the running way. For the first time, I think I’d consider to stay again. 

Because you matter to me, you matter to me Dan. I promise you. 

***

After some time of driving the car stopped. I hadn’t really gained any consciousness. My body was still weak, but to be honest I couldn’t really care. I know it seemed harsh to say and it hurt as I said it. Dying was the last thing I would like to do. After everything I’ve been through, you would think that dying was the only thing on my mind. It wasn’t, or at least I tried. I wasn’t as strong as I wished I was. All the thoughts about how a woman was supposed to look like or act like, I wasn’t anything like that. 

From an early age I had never been a fond of myself. Never liked the way I talked, the way I walked or the way that I looked like. I would always get jealous of other girls. The girls with the perfect hair, the perfect laugh, voice, body everything! I was hard on myself, forcing myself to someone I wasn’t. I was missing out who I really was. I had all these feelings mixed up inside my head. Refusing to believe that I was good enough as I was. Refusing to believe that people loved me for who I was. Refusing to believe I could be someone if I was myself. I was good, but I lied. Lied about how I was feeling, lying about my smile and thoughts. I was broken, but I didn’t ask for help. Because I didn’t know how. I didn’t know how to ask or even take the help people would give me. I tried so hard to change myself so everyone would love me. But there was always whispers, always people who would point and comment on everything. I was never good enough. No one really is. I learned that I wasn’t the attention sweet center. That no matter how much I tried, there would always be someone who would whisper and point. There was always someone who would comment. There was always someone who wasn’t born to love you, but to hate you. 

No matter how much we try, we can never be the best. Even if someone says you’re the best, you’re not. We are all good at something, but not everything. There’s always something that we know how to do and feel secure about but there’s also something that we don’t know how to do. Something we aren’t good at. Just like we all have bad days. We all have days were everything is just pure shit and how we don’t feel as if we’re going to make it till the next day. We all have days like that, no matter what people tell you. Maybe they just don’t wanna say it because of how ashamed they are of themselves. Something you never should have to be. 

Over the years I learned how to grow fond of myself. How I learned to realize that not everyone was born to love you, how not everyone will like you. Doesn’t matter how much you change yourself for others. There will always be that little devil on your left shoulder, whispering a bunch of things to you. We can’t get rip of that, but we can learn to ignore it. Learn how to think out of it. Our head is like a ballon. The more air you breathe in, the less space there is. If you don’t let out any of that air, eventually it will explode. Our head will explode because there simply isn’t enough space to keep everything in to ourselves. We all get hurt, but we learn how to toughen up when we’re bruised. And if I’m honest, for all I’ve been through; I would give everything just to go back and rewrite an ending or two. Or just to tell myself that everything will be alright. How we just have to fight for it. How we have to work for the life we want, how to ignore that little devil on your shoulder. 

I felt my body being lifted once again. I was getting more aware of what was happening but I wasn’t moving. If there’s was one thing Rose taught me it was this. 

“If anyone decides to take you away from me, which I highly doubt but if they do. Play along. Don’t fight until you get to the right moment. Otherwise it could cost your pretty life, my dear”

Her voice echoed inside my head. I was scared. I missed her and the others. I had realized as the time grew that it wasn’t Barry who was playing a prank on me. I wanted to reach our to Rose, tell her to come and get me, to save me. But I couldn’t. My head fell against the person carrying me ’s chest. Their grip around me tightened, as if they were scared I would fall front their arms. The kind of grip you have around your lover, or at least the person you care for. Memories started flowing in, like the first time I meet Rose. My superhero. Sounds cheesy right? Rose always said that I had a dry sense of humor. I always faked being offended. 

My first time meeting Rose was odd. It wasn’t a normal meeting. I woke up alone and there she was. Sitting in the corner, watching me sleep. 

***

I woke up after crying myself to sleep, hoping to find Danny next to me. I was wrong once again. He wasn’t there. I couldn’t take this anymore. I had done so much for him! And this is how he repays me? I reached out for his pillow and pulled it close, letting out a sob as I smelled his sense. Hoping he would come in the door, saying he was sorry. Pull me in his arms and just hold me, tell me he loved me. 

“I’m sorry sweetie, but it’s not gonna happen” 

I felt my eyes go wide. I turned my sight to the woman sitting in the chair in the corner next to the window which was apparently open. “You deserve so much Y/N, I can give you so much more then Danny boy here.” I couldn’t speak. Who was she and how the hell did she know my name? How did she get in? Oh right, the window. 

“I can show you the world Y/N. Give you love and care. Let alone give you a family who loves you. You don’t deserve to be treated like the way he treats you. You’re my fallen angel, my sweet thing” 

Her fallen angel? Is she calling me her devil or what the hell. And she’s quoting Aladdin as well? Where’s the flying carpet then?  

“I-I don’t know who you are. I don’t know why you’re here or how you even got in I-“ 

“You might not know who I am, but I know who you are. I know you’ve been suffering. I’ve seen it for weeks. The way he speaks to you, the way he choked you”

My eyes went wide and my hands automatically went to my throat were there was bruises left from his hands. H-how did she know. No one knew. 

“Yes, it’s quite the nasty bruise you’ve got there, isn’t it sweetie?” 

“What do you want”

“You”

I couldn’t help but let out a snort. I wasn’t just someone who would leave with some stranger just because they thought I was their ‘fallen angel’. I barely knew the woman! She was weird looking. Wearing what looked like a magicians hat. She didn’t look magical. Her eyes however, spoke their own story. I refused to look her in the eye. Scared she could read my thoughts. 

(I can sweet thing.)

I felt the hair on the back of my neck stand up. Danny had said that there weren’t many people like us. He had just talked about the people who ‘eat’ our shine. I was caught off guard as the woman in the corner let out a laugh. She got up from sitting and damn, she was taller then I thought. Definitely taller them myself. Why do everyone have to be taller then I? “Because you’re cute as a shorty” The woman said as she sat down next to me in the bed. I pulled my knees up to my chest and wrapped my arms around my legs. Leaning my chin on my knees as I watched her movements. She moved closer to me and leant close to me. Giving me a small smile. As my mother would have said, a cute smile. I didn’t move away from her. Normally I would, anyone who touched was shrugged off. But she wasn’t. There was something about her that I just couldn’t figure out. 

“I’m Rose or as my very best friends call me, Rose The Hat” 

Rose. Like the flower. She nodded her head as she slowly took ahold of my hand, squeezing it lightly. I was shocked at the warmth it gave. I quickly reached out for her other hand and pulled it to me. She let out a quick chuckle. “What, your warm” Rose pulled me into her arms and left a kiss on my forehead. Wrapping her arms around me. I couldn’t help but relax. She was so warm! I had been freezing for hours. Even when Dan was here, he didn’t give the warmth you would like. She smelled like a mixture of smoke and roses. I couldn’t help but feel safe in her arms. The feeling of being loved and the thought of finally having a family was all I ever wanted. I slowly wrapped my arms around her neck, after crawling into her lap. Her arms wrapped safely around my waist, holding me close to her chest. 

“C-can you keep me safe?”

She looked into my eyes before giving me a reassuring smile. 

“Always my sweet. Always”

***

They stopped walking and I felt my body being lowered onto the cold and wet ground. I was now fully aware of what was happening. I heard voices, not inside my head but outside. 

“What are we gonna do with her Dan? Don’t you think the others would have found by now that she’s missing?” 

“I don’t know Billy. I just can’t bare to let her be there, with them - with her!” 

I knew that voice better then anything. Danny. The other one I didn’t recognize. It was now or never. I got up and pushed Danny to the ground and ran. I didn’t know where I was but I couldn’t care. I heard a gun go off and soon the feeling of everything stopping for a moment. I felt a sharp pain in my lower stomach. I looked down and saw how blood was burning out of me. I fell to the ground and fell face first into the wet and dirty leafs. 

That’s when I heard it. A scream inside my head. It wasn’t just any scream, it was hers. Rose’s scream. I saw it before me. How she was sitting quietly with the others around the fire. Then all of a sudden her face turned pale and tears formed her eyes. Yelling at at Crow to go check on me. He did but I wasn’t there. That’d when she fell to the ground, letting out a painful scream. Grabbing the ground, burring her face in the ground as she let out various of sobs. 

I felt my body being turn over and there he was. Danny Torrance. He had a knife in hand. Pointing it at me while looking down at me with tears in his eyes. 

“I-I have to do this Y/N. I can’t let you be one of them” 

I couldn’t form words, I couldn’t even scream when he started stabbing the knife into my shoulders, stomach, everywhere. The only thing I heard was his sobs and Rose’s screams of terror. 

After some time I felt my body being rolled and pushed of a hill, landing near by a lake. Faced down with my head and how the blood was pouring out of me with force. As much as I tried to reach to Danny or Rose, I couldn’t do it. I was too weak. I felt my whole body starting to shut down and grown cold as time went by. I was crying silent tears. I didn’t want to die, I had finally got a family who loved me, I wasn’t ready to leave. I didn’t want to leave. Soon enough I felt a hand pet my hair. I was took weak to move but I recognized the sent. Rose. I couldn’t form any words by speaking. I was trembling and crying too much. 

(R-Rose, I-I don’t w-want to die)

(It’s alright sweetie. We are on our way)

(I-I can’t. I feel t-tired Rose)

(Keep your eyes open for me Y/N. You have to do that)

(I-I can’t much l-longer)

(Sweetheart, please. For me?)

The last thing I heard was another terrifying scream from Rose. How her hands pulled me close, rocking my dead body back and forth. I wished I could have stayed with her. My own superhero. 

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