#if we had our intimacy issues tattooed on our foreheads there wouldn’t be enough room on mine

[rachiller]

At this point if she’s reaching out & I’m now the one not replying bc I’m mad about her ignoring me for two days does that make me the immature one? Like. Have I become the monster

#I’m just like I don’t know what to say to her rn #like all she had to do was say hey I’m mad about you about x (note to the girlies I still don’t know what x is) #and I need space for a bit #instead she just went full cold shoulder out of nowhere #so because I refuse to interact with power plays bc I’m tired of manipulation I’m old I’m 26 it’s too late in my young life for this shit #I just acted like I didn’t notice #said hi to her like a normal person didn’t try to bring it up whatever #and I guess she realised I’m not here for games and now is back tracking #like she’s sent me a message acknowledging that she was being childish #but I’m like idk how to respond right now bc one #I don’t want to have a text conversation about whatever this is #and two I am genuinely angry about this #I know I’ve got issues that make this relationship not ideal #if we had our intimacy issues tattooed on our foreheads there wouldn’t be enough room on mine #but it’s not like I haven’t been honest about that #and I am trying to figure it out in my own time and move at a pace that doesn’t set the alarm bells going off and prompt me to put my #metaphorical running shoes on #anyway I’m on a tangent I’m just like quietly fuming #I think I need to get my temper down and my head straight before I have a conversation about it with her #bc I don’t want to yell at her but right now I do #like WE ARE ADULTS PLEASE ACT LIKE ONE JESUS CHRIST