#ii thinkm . its better now

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I STILL HOPE TO DO ALL THESE THINGS but i need to let myself take my time and not think that 'ooohh if i dont do this in two/three days its OVER' im throwing my brain at the WALL

#wharr #im so disoriented #IM OKAY THOUGH /GEN #just woke up with too much Drive #drive is good !! its amazing and destroys executive dysfunction for me #but it also forces me to focus on that one Task #and will destroy me if i dontt #and ill feel the need to rush my work so much to the point i end up burning out or experiencing Symptoms that force me to stop working #ACK BUT im taking things slowly rn and being more conscious about my mental state while creating nowadays #its nice and it helps me be nice to myself #yearh #its so much . easier to understand and tackle since i can. actually catch my thought process and be mindful/conscious about it? #rather than only focusing on deadlines and mentally exploding when i can't complete something / am not getting things done the way i want #ii thinkm . its better now #GAH sorry for rambling i am getting my thoughts in order #where is my Personal Tag #struggle moenment #there it is #reminder that this blog is a personal blog above everything else . i may post fanart and original art but thats bc those are personal too #-> trying to remind myself as well