#ikk this is so cringe admitting u care abt someone but i do ndkjske wish i could lift all the pain life has thrown at her LOL

[appalachy]

My friend is going back to ukraine today and idk how to feel abt this especially with her joking she might not come back and not for obvious reasons but simply bc she might change her mind abt studying here

#and she didnt even warn me when shes leaving so we could ahve a smoke or smth before that #she just came in said her taxi is waiting we exchanged the most awkward hug ever it deserves an award tbh and shes gone like that #and yea i am worried abt her but also im selfish #just talking is so easy with her shes my fav person to be around at uni idk what would i do with myslef if she just never came back #idk idk idk if this trip is worth it but i cant make her stay so #ikk this is so cringe admitting u care abt someone but i do ndkjske wish i could lift all the pain life has thrown at her LOL #she deserves the world #i had so much fun cheating through that exam for her yesterday and now what shes gone just like that #who will steal half my cigs from me now ndksbksirhe #ok i gotta shut the fck up she WILL come back after easter and thats that