#im NOT going to the masters in social work program i dont really wanna fill the space up when others could take the position

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trying to juggle my jobs rn and i just feel so like . lol. like jack of all trades master of none. No i do not have a full time professional career but i work all these weird ass, unique, semi specialized, and not connected at all jobs that make people double take every single time they hear about Any of them. michaels is my most normal one UNTIL i start talking about framing then everyone is like what the fuck. i was telling my coworker at my other job about framing and he was teasing me about how passionate i was getting about like frame anatomy and construction. he had me rating his framing setup for his college diplomas and i was like "well i like the fillet but the mat is uneven and the glass is not anti-glare and also probably not anti-UV" and all his only response was. asking me what a mat was. and then at michaels i talk about my other job and everyone is always like dude that's so cool. they're more wowed by the uniqueness of the job but sometimes they ask me about the logistics too and then i'm getting the teasing about being passionate about some niche nerd shit. i cant even talk about that other job here because it's so weird and specialized that i'd doxx myself. and my internship. i've mentioned it before but i tend to avoid outright discussing it as directly since it also is more high stakes than michaels but its still like, augh? it had me in contact with fucking county executives over both the phone AND email and shit about stuff pertaining to social work and welfare. augh

oh and another point of chaos to all this is also a volunteer opportunity/informal unpaid internship that someone at my other job works at and i saw her hoodie for it and was like omg i totally wanna join. and i definitely definitely cannot talk about what that is cuz that will 100% doxx me as well if i ever were to work there. all i can say is that it is an actual scientific research thing. but like how the fuck do i have time for any of this and why does none of this have anything to do with each other. custom framing for art and photography; social welfare programs; scientific research; [redacted]. there's so many cool and interesting things in the world why cant i do all of it

#i didnt wanna ask my internship supervisor about a grad position beyond volunteering bc its like #im NOT going to the masters in social work program i dont really wanna fill the space up when others could take the position #and actually have it be relevant to their lives #but well SHE reached out to ME so like tee hee I GUESSS....... #i still need to reach out to the volunteer research position guy #i told my coworker i'd email him this past monday and she was so stoked she was like it'd be sooo fun to work together there too #but it just. totally fell by the fucking wayside this week what with my actual paid internship shit #brot posts #this is insane LMAOOOOOOOO #let me email the guy first and see if he even has the time to take on and train a newbie before i start trying #to factor that thing into all this mess as well #literally totally forgot about it until i was writing this post bc this whole week ive been trying to schedule that zoom meeting with #my internship supervisor