#im a younger sister; my older sister is my beacon of light—the very person i try to emulate

[tojisun]

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#i dont know what it is but i cant stop thinking about religious stories beyond the scriptures #how the first death in the bible is murder #what did abel think when his brother brought down his fists to him? #im a younger sister; my older sister is my beacon of light—the very person i try to emulate #i honour her in a way that is different. i am loyal to her more than i am to my mother #i wonder if abel was too. i wonder what he must have felt when his brother #who was so indifferent if not outright ignoring him #invited him out to the fields; did he think ‘‘my brother finally loves me?’’ #did he think ‘‘brother im so happy to be with you’’? #did he think ‘‘please let your kindness run forever’’? #‘​‘please keep inviting me to your fields’’ #‘​‘please let me be in your life’’? #sun rambles