#im fucking tired of going unrecognized im fucking tired of being made fun of and hushed about. like the rest of these people fucking suck

[pepprs]

not to keep workposting but. every single day I come to work and i get rained on and i don’t have an umbrella. every single day i come to work and return home with arrows sticking out of me like in minecraft.

#if i see another human being in the next 8 minutes i will go fucking crazy. also why are there so many stressors all the time. i just want #to go home and play cookie run or wobbledogs. like i shouldn’t be like this bc i love my job. but i am so distressed and scared and #exhausted by the sheer volume of tasks and of laser beams that make a lattice that i have to tip toe through in order to get to the gem. #like it’s insane. and i do not want to facilitate this workshop. please please please no one show up. LOL #purrs #literally like no one shows up to this stuff either it’s just insane like we spend all this time preparing and then no one shows up #at some point i have to be honest and say this. i love my job in theory. right now i do not love it though. i might not even like it. i am #scared and miserable and stressed all the time. i just want us to have enough staff and i just want us to have a break #im fucking tired of going unrecognized im fucking tired of being made fun of and hushed about. like the rest of these people fucking suck #honestly and idc if im a bitch or a loose canon for saying that. we are working so ficking hard and we need the BASIC things that everyone #else seems to have and it doesn’t fucking seem to matter. i literaly haven’t even been able to finish my fucking onboarding yet because #ive had to take on the work of all the vacant positions and it doesn’t even seem tofucking matter outside of us like everyone just thinks im #a student and i even got sneered at easier today as a joke but it s like it’s not fucking funny i work here JUST LIKE YOU!!!!!! I WORK HERE #AND I FUCKING NEED HELP!!!!! SHUT UUUUUPPPPP!!!!!!!