#im gonna kick the jenga tower bc its better to be alive and defiant then to lay down and die

[happywitch416]

Music. Dremel. Clay. Attitude problem. Time to make stuff and make this dysfunctional fun instead of indulging my depression and anxiety. They can go fuck someone else instead of me for once.

I spent enough time crying yesterday as everything goes to hell. This isn't a domino effect, its a falling jenga tower. But at least I can make the pieces pretty.

Or sharpen the edges and start throwing them at people.

#my mother is probably dying. they are doing more tests. having to get a lawyer for hubs. dealing with social security #bc they have to make life more difficult when you have a disabled child. he needs a test to make sure hes still autistic. #i wish i was kidding bc like whoever picks it up at the end of usage missed mine lmao #and that is tied into dealing with the school district being a shit. #at this point i dont know if im dangling from the edge of sanity and about to go down in a fire #or if i am just going to say fuck it and take a running leap #im gonna kick the jenga tower bc its better to be alive and defiant then to lay down and die #the witch speaks