#im just projecting my “I am unable to love” feelings into Arthur

[kaynes-secret-blog]

Imagine a situation where

Arthur is definitely aromantic, like 0 romantic feelings, but after John and him get closer he actually starts to think that maybe he was wrong. He is actually feeling love for John, for the first time in his life he can say he is in love, it's weird but, he accepts it. He loves John.

Until John gets a body.

Once the separation occurs the love... Vanishes. It doesn't feel the same anymore. Arthur still love him but... The romantic feeling is not there anymore. John still loves him with all his newly beating heart.

And then they realize.

Arthur never really loved John like that, it was John. It was all John, his feeling bleeding into Arthur in their weird eldrich osmosis.

They're still friends. They have a QPR and all. But John pining gives me life I'm so sorry.

I'm a sucker for one-sided Jarthur. Honestly I might be projecting (onto Arthur).

#aromantic people please #If I said something stupid about aromanticism please forgive me #im just projecting my “I am unable to love” feelings into Arthur #I did not meant disrespect #malevolent #malevolent podcast #arthur lester #john doe malevolent #jarthur #private eyes