#im less stifled now and i enjoy that. thanks vw nation for being at least marginally less awful than aksh nation. Heart!

[orcelito]

The longer I spend in trigun fandom the more sure I am that it makes me happier than p5 fandom. Like I vaguely thought about making a discord for fans of my p5 fic but did away with the thought bc I did NOT want to deal with all the bullshit of interacting with the fandom so directly

But I've had a trigun server for 2 months now and I like it a lot actually. It's so nice! I love my server a lot!

And genuinely, trigun fandom is not without its faults. I get skeeved out so much by That entire part of the fandom, but I've generally made it manageable by blocking anyone who makes me see that shit in the tags :p. Within my pairing of choice, it's almost peaceful! Still not without fault, but most of the worst shit I generally see is bad mischaracterization. It's nothing like the worst shit I've seen with akeshu fandom.

So like. Vashwood vs akeshu. I love both pairings very much. But holy fucking SHIT vashwood fandom is so much more tolerable than akeshu fandom. Oh my Fucking god. Yeah there's some very good reason aside from general hyperfocus stuff as to why I've been playing around with trigun so much more than p5 lol

#speculation nation #i love p5 🥰 the fandom makes me want to invest in hot pokers tho #sometimes the things you love have severely awful fandoms and you just have to live with it #this isnt me saying im abandoning my p5 fics btw. i will be continuing them eventually. #but. my wish to interact with the fandom is as close to 0 as it can be #i will keep my treasured mutuals and maybe chat with Them. bc i know theyre not like THAT #more participation in the fandom is unnecessary 🥰 #which is honestly wild considering how enthusiastically ive been putting out post after post for 3gun #i love doing manga analysis. if general p5 fans even look at me though im swinging #and thats... why i spent years with my blog hidden. i only opened it up again when i switched fandoms. #TURNS OUTTTTT its not actually great for u to hate so much of the fandom ur participating in. who knew. #im less stifled now and i enjoy that. thanks vw nation for being at least marginally less awful than aksh nation. Heart!