i think ppl who arent aroace should stop talking about luffy ships and aroace luffy. ESPECIALLY if theyre very against luffy ships. (like it's fine to hc luffy as aroace and it's fine to not like luffy ships! but holy shit do NOT fill your bs in the ship tags unless you are prepared to be criticized or be sent hate (which is unfortunate bc it just makes us look worse when we're already in the dumps))
anyway fun fact of the day! i held a poll on twt (and i should here too) abt how many ZL shippers are at least on the aroace spec, and it turns out a VAST MAJORITY of us are!
and also if i may add, while it's fine to not like luffy ships bc of Your aroace hc... i find it a little odd that it's always people that arent aroace hating/disliking it. maybe it's bc there are people who know fandom etiquette and not put negativity in ship tags.
(and not to include shipping discourse... while it's not ALL zs shippers... it's somehow always zs shippers. theyre so worried about us 'icky' zl shippers when they go and ship ZS lmao...)
like im sorry but "i am not allowed to openly be your ally today it seems" and then you turn around and?? block aroace people??? that are criticizing you for being wrong??? im sorry but please dont speak for the community and how a HEADCANON is alienating us.
you want to raise awareness and yet you refuse to listen and just whine about hate instead of accepting youre wrong. should you be sent hate? no, of course not! should you listen to the aro ace people that are trying to educate you and NOT block them? YES.
sorry i ended up talking about it anyway. im just gonna trust aro/ace ppl with their luffy hcs/ships atp because... 😭
plus for some reason it's ZL always being targeted. i never see mentions of other luffy's ships, mlm or mlw. it just happens to be ZL every time.
i just think yall hate ZL and that you dont care for aroace rep. just sayin.
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went to the library for the scott pilgrim comics but they weren't there >:P did rent the movie on dvd so i can watch it with my dad later tho!!! ^u^
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im feeling a little emotionally vulnerable tonight.
i never know if it shows, but writing is very much a baring of my soul, so to speak. maybe not literal . . . okay, maybe some of it is projecting, but arent we all?
but what i mean is ive always written and been a creative my entire life. i use it to cope, in more ways than you can count. and sometimes i write poetry/prose. for myself, to process what's going on in my hot mess of a head. sometimes its with the intention for others to read, more curated, maybe more tame.
but fuck it if sharing it isnt one of the hardest things to do. and getting wonderful feedback is something i hold so dear to my heart, especially coming from someone who has a hard time making and keeping connections with other people.
but that interaction becomes way too much of a craving sometimes. its becoming increasingly harder to just be alone. to just sit by myself without the need for constant stimulation or validation or interaction or any of it. and thats another hot mess of a thing, in it of itself
so i write. and i wrote something that i thought i would keep to myself at first, but i thought, i dont know, maybe theres someone else out there who needs to hear it too.
(under the cut in case you want to skip it)
crow x
addiction runs in my family. in my genes. i certainly dont feel it in the form of substances or material vices.
but i feel it here. i feel it in the way i constantly refresh, reload, drag my thumb down from the top of my screen.
even that motion, the flying of my fingers across the keyboard is addicting. the bubbles of red, purposefully eye catching, salting my nerves with dopamine until i crave it in the same way i cant stop eating processed snacks once just one bite hits my tongue.
sometimes i feel like all i crave is text on my screen. validation from voiceless entities. its a rush, its a drug, its so real i feel it make a home in my too-big heart, or sitting and watching from my ribs like a grandstand for my emotions.
its okay to breathe once in a while. to crave the traditional, the raw being of life outside a world of technology. its beautiful what these platforms give us, but the things it gives are sometimes far too addicting to any more be considered good. for some, at least.
its okay to take a day. a few. a week a month a year. those connections are invisible, intangilble, but the important ones will wait for you.
i say it for myself, and i say it for others. to whoever wants to listen, whoever wants to take this and wrap it up neatly and place it in their brain for later, whoever wants to scream into that endless ether with me.
x
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I’m so sorry.
Hey. Uhm…I just wanna apologize for not posting much. I’m dealing with a lot of stuff right now…work’s been taking so much of my time and I’m genuinely burnt out, I can barely draw anything. That doesn’t mean I’m not interested anymore, I really want to draw! But…I’m just so stressed out right now…I really wanna take it easy but I feel so guilty if I ever ask for any days off…I try to take care of myself but it’s becoming so difficult now. I’m doing okay I guess, I’m just tryna fight against the art block all while tryna manage my time.
Hopefully, this all blows over and I’ll be back to my old self and posting again! :’)
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again not to annoy yall about the owl house but I really dug the collectors official intro. very fun to see this sassy child move a fucking celestial body with the tip of his finger and laugh about it. also something incredibly funny about him just being like 7 in appearance cause honestly I'm thinkin about my nephews and if they had universe altering powers they'd be like that too ngl. anyway I'm very interested to see the next season even tho it's supposed to be short
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