#im not trying to impress anyone here. dailyeca has always been art for me first. i never truly announced this blog in the beginning.

[dailyeca]

sometimes i think that i should be putting him in more complex compositions and dynamic poses and cool outfits and color palettes and pretty rendering and detailed backgrounds and more characters and story-driven comics and personal meaning

and then im like. that's the fucking devil talking. dailyeca is and always was supposed to be a low maintenance blog where i draw an eca a day and this eca can be the most scribbled motherfucker in da world but as long as there's a daily eca then i've succeeded. when i have time to add cool shit i can absolutely do that but even if he's just a sketched up bust shot at 11:59, i'm doing enough because that's just dailyeca babey.

#eca orichird #daily eca #we do what we can. i am doing enough. #for a lot of other things i always feel the need to make masterpieces; art larger than myself and my scope; something with heart and soul. #dailyeca is truly like. not everything has to be perfect. this is my grimy grumpy little asshat and i can do whatever the fuck i want. #(including cursing because goddamnit i am no one's pure little angel baby anymore. i am not here for your judgement anymore.) #im not trying to impress anyone here. dailyeca has always been art for me first. i never truly announced this blog in the beginning. #if no one looked i'd still do it. i draw this angry lonely boy for me. if other people want to see i appreciate it but that's secondary. #that one tumblr poem post. ''you say 'it’s my villain era''' by ridinkskinned. sometimes i feel like making eca was my villain era. #what i mean is that sometimes people hate things when they hit too close to home. what i mean is when i first made eca i felt repulsed. #i can be angry and rude and imperfect and alone. i don't need to facade or fawn or listen at all times and be the perfect little nobody. #i can be flawed and i can still be important and i can still have a happy ending and have people love me without need to change me. #i wrote that i wanted to draw ecas with more personal meaning but every eca posted is a personal meaning in of itself. #you get it. (you probably don't. but that's fine. that's secondary.) i should work on creator and creation again.