#im slowly reverting back into the hoodie 24/7 look i had in high school i hate it i hate it i hate it

[marsti]

my 2 favorite tops dont fit me anymore i think i might cry

#shut up sender #gonna talk about weight and stuff in the tags so this is your warning #ive been gaining weight on T and like body image wise it's been fucking with me but the clothes thing is making me lose it #dude i cant just buy 2 new 60€ button downs whenever i want #i spent such a long time building up my personal wardrobe and for what. nothing fits me anymore. #im slowly reverting back into the hoodie 24/7 look i had in high school i hate it i hate it i hate it #and like on top of that i also feel guilty for wanting to lose the extra weight #because like to my brain thats obviously just me being a self-hating fat person which is worse than killing puppies #im supposed to be more confident than that. i get good grades in therapy why cant i be doing great about myself all the time. #but noooo sender always has to be sad about something. look at this guy. nothings ever good enough for it. #so yeah that might have something to do with why ive been feeling like shit lately huh