#im still gonna play it maybe rn. yipee bye .

[caruliaa]

i thuink i might finally be mentally stable unphased by horror and gore enough to actually play ddlc for myself

#BC I ALWAYS WANTED TOO the first thing i wanted to do when i got a laptop for thefirst time. is play ddlc for myseld #but then iwas like no ill get scared. so i never did. #is it still freee is ddlc still free. if not i have it on my hacked 3ds. so ill play it there. #honestly even if it is bc like. im running low on laptop space. #what if i just played it and then stopped right before things go fucky. what if i did that . #i wont ill properly play it. but yk #and ya my whole thing was like aah i wanna kms kinda or have strugged with tht if i play ddlc itll trigger some stuff for me #now im like. thats kinda gone down. but now its more that i can kinda deal with gore a bit more. so yk. ig makes up for it #also crazy cause i watched a play thru when i was like. 14. maybe even 13 ? so way too young #andi t freaked me TF OUTT but after i still watched a bunch more and play thrus of mods and was like. in the fandom. #i shipped natsuski and yuri . who didnt . #so its kinda funny tht im like. 19 and cautious abt playing a game i was in the fandom of at 14. but yk #im still gonna play it maybe rn. yipee bye . #flappy rambles