#imagine reigning in that instinctual sharpness to try and help someone and they go and die on you anyway. and its probably your fault.

[trainingdummyrabbit]

i love making jokes abt my funy lil side facility dynamics as if they dont have me chewing on drywall 24/7

#piktalk #haha yay yaaaay my silly lil wet cat blorbo of a manager hes soooo stupid and dumb hehe yaaaaay ^w^ #anyway imagine what its like to live your whole life instinctually and selfishly hurting others under th guise of keeping yourself safe #only to learn what its like to lose something for the first time and try to angle yourself towards change for the better #(no matter what you have to make of yourself to do it) #and it only ends up pushing away those you desperately want to keep close; those you desperately want to protect. #imagine reigning in that instinctual sharpness to try and help someone and they go and die on you anyway. and its probably your fault. #and then it turns out that first kindness you tried to extend may have been the thing to doom everybody around you And yourself #yet all you can think of is failing those who started to trust you-- And the one who betrayed your newfound softness to begin with. #anyway hes the type of guy to go 'whoopsie daisy'. ^w^ stupid dumb lil guy yayayayaya <333