#in the scene where mara jade takes leia out for dessert and they smile and laugh and talk

[potatoesandsunshine]

the thing is like sometimes you have a beautiful golden memory of a book and upon rereading you will not be able to have that same experience again.

#i will never again have the feelings i felt #in the scene where mara jade takes leia out for dessert and they smile and laugh and talk #and mara comes to the decision that she is going to kill jacen solo #they're eating the star wars equivalent of pavlova and mara is sitting there like 'i am so sorry. i am going to kill her son.' #AUGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH THE THING IS WHEN THE EU BOOKS HIT THEY HIT!!!!!