#it Doesnt get bettter!! im fucking trans n gay n severely traumatized all those things mean im more likely 2 kill myself n im ngl its not fa

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#u evr think abt Just How Many ppl have abused/traumatized u. like. ive literally been abused nonstop since infancy n i Still get ppl tellin #me that things get better. like bitch WHEN this has been my Entire Life i have literally not known a fucking DAY in my life where i wasnt be #in abused. like i get it ur neurotypical so u dont give a shit but like. pls. stop pushin that bullshit onto me!! #it Doesnt get bettter!! im fucking trans n gay n severely traumatized all those things mean im more likely 2 kill myself n im ngl its not fa #r off!! its gonna get better when im 6 feet under n the worms r eatin this shit body n shit brain that i no longer have 2 deal w!!!!! #fucks sake!!!!!!! leave me alone i wanna suffer in peace w/o u shoving ur bullshit fake ass positivity down my fucking throat!!!!!!! #not directed at nyone here n esp not directed @ any mentally ill ppl tryin 2 be positive im Specifically talking abt neurotypical fucks who #think they kno more abt my illnesses n my own fucking life than me lol