#it doesn't have a title yet but ive been calling it plug in baby

[yutoda-mn]

I have decided to write a book. And I am very stressed about it lol even though there literally aren't stakes. I either do it or I don't. But it will be my first book (other than a non-fiction dissertation that I use to keep reminding myself that yes I probably can write at least the right amount of words for a book lol). And it's a book idea I've been thinking about for several years. I can't decide if it's actually a good book idea or if it will make a good book. Idk what I'm doing in the writing process. I'm too adhd to follow any sort of planning process so I brainstormed like 100+ vague scene, interaction, dialogue, thought process, setting, or general vibe ideas, and I do have a general idea of the overarching plot and character development, but now I'm just writing like 500 words for each brainstormed idea and hoping I can pull it all together once there's a bunch of words on the page. Idk y'all. I don't know what I'm doing.

#also if you want to know what my story is about #it's set in a vaguely steampunk victorian london kind of #but fuck doing research #the setting is whatever i want it to be lol #i do what i want #it's kind of rapidly turning into a sapphic romance full of angsty longing #other than that i dont want to say too much because i dont want someone to steal my idea #but theres an automaton circus #and a human girl who pretends to be an automaton and runs away to the circus #it doesn't have a title yet but ive been calling it plug in baby #like the muse song