#it makes me happy to be able to cook for myself and my roomate bestie

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something about me is that everybody fucking loves my soup

#the best food complement ive ever gotten is my friend megan apperently getting seconds & thirds of soup i made #that had NEVER happened to me before & on top of it she said it was the best soup she's ever had...girl j could have diiiiied #it makes me happy to be able to cook for myself and my roomate bestie #its been hard since i have to cook everything with an airfryer or microwave or my rice cooker which also makes stews #i dont have a stove and i dont have money for that and its a lot to hide already #and i cant buy a lot of premade stuff (like tortillas) bc its Too Much and it goes bad quickly #and i throw away a lot #so its genuinely easier for me to just. do things like make tortillas from scratch #they havent been the best bc again no stove but ive figured out a decent method and my masa is pretty good #finding lard has definitely helped a lot in getting the right texture so im happy about that. lard is my favourite guy #i absolutey detest that its called lard though in spanish its called manteca which still gives me a ''this word is greasy'' feeling (which #shouldnt be surprising. pork fat will surely be greasy) but lard feels. FISGUSTING i dont know😭 #anyways its been nice figuring how to do stuff from scratch tho #we have a pantry close by within walking distance so im happy ill be able to save money that way its notbeen going the best and ive been #kind of only eating once a day to save on food #but its okay itll get better and ill have more money soon n things will b ok bc i figure it out #i clicked out of the tags and i . i was. this was orignally about soup jesus christ how dod i get from soup to im fucking poor😭 Okay. Well