#it’s fucking 12:30 am on a Tuesday & I’m being hit full force with grief that I’ve been fighting off for weeks and weeks

[geryone]

Gotta say that this week is turning out to be fucking awful & it can literally only get worse

#it’s fucking 12:30 am on a Tuesday & I’m being hit full force with grief that I’ve been fighting off for weeks and weeks #have been on the verge of tears for literal days and it feels so useless to cry about it but also if I think about it too much #i feel her impending death like a fucking black hole in my heart #and I’m not coming to terms with it because I physically can’t allow myself to fall apart right now