#it’s gunna warm back up starting tomorrow blegh

[motheyes]

my hips hurt from sitting and laying. they’d hurt if i was walking more. they always hurt regardless

#i’m always like ‘damn if i just walked around more. if i wasn’t so sedentary. if i just got out more’ #but i’m still in pain. it don’t even matter #i do wanna spend more time outside for real #it’s been crazy cold we are having a cold front rn #it like. snowed all day.. 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 #it’s gunna warm back up starting tomorrow blegh #i haven’t rlly applied to anywhere else #cuz it’s just. everything looks so meek i rlly don’t wanna apply to places ik i’ll hate #also i swear to god if my dad says ‘that’s so weird there’s soo many people hiring finding a job shouldn’t be this hard’ #or something along those line. i’m gunna kill!! #i don’t even wanna get into omg. AAAAAHHHHHHHHH #also i love my dad. he’s been very supportive with me finding another job #and all this bs i’ve been dealing with #it’s so ridiculous. i can’t believe ppl just treat my literal means of living as nothing #just one tiny phone call ruined everything. ruined my plan #so i could like. idk. have a job. make money. pay rent. LIVE #insane to me. idk how i just get treated like this #but that’s life babe!!