#it’s like there’s all the madness stuff and renfield stuff and it’s all Historically Interesting and Morally Flawed etc

[prettyboysdontlookatexplosions]

i nod along at every post criticizing seward’s malpractice and arrogance and cruelty and everything and intellectually i am absolutely genuinely interested in many of them and in the general topic of how to read seward and his place in the novel and what the text is doing with madness and rationality and so forth. but in my sick deranged heart on some level at all times i’m like “he’s a depressed workaholic going through a break-up and i could 1000% fix him”

#it’s like there’s all the madness stuff and renfield stuff and it’s all Historically Interesting and Morally Flawed etc #but then also there is a sad weird nerd with no hobbies or social skills who calls to me like a wet kitten and i cannot but answer #why am i like this? don’t know. kinda don’t wanna know. it is what it is #it’s me hi i’m the problem it’s me #for the record i don’t think i’m the only one who could fix him #i truly think that if jack seward could have sex one (1) time he would emerge a different person #doesn’t really matter who #dracula daily