#it’s not like Jim himself hasn’t been called out for being *ahem* problematic either tho soooooo

[seventh-district]

of course i finally write something for the first time in nearly two months and it’s the most fucked-up, self-indulgent thing i’ve ever written

#Seven.txt #writing stuff #Jimち ASMR #🧷 Matt 🔨 #<- making my own tag for Matt bc i am insane #and this fandom is so small that i don’t think there even /is/ a pre-established tag for him anyways??? #and it’s not like i’m super eager for this fic to even actually be viewed by anyone who knows who the character is #cause this fic is so self-indulgent and embarrassing i lowkey don’t want it associated with the fandom #lest i be called out for being problematic or smthn. dude i don’t even know anymore #it’s not like Jim himself hasn’t been called out for being *ahem* problematic either tho soooooo #it’s not like strange and potentially problematic is anything new around here anyways #and it’s my mental illness so I get to choose the comfort character to project my destructive desires upon #i don’t really even think it’s that bad but i fear i’ve actually just grown immune to my specific flavor of Fucked-Up™️ #and any sane person would look at it and be like… Are You Okay??? #and the answer is No! #but like. in a chill way #anyways iiiiit is 4am and i just stayed up all night writing 7k words of something so brutally honest and revealing of my desires #that if i were a wiser man i wouldn’t post it where anyone who finds my online presence can just… read it #but! i am not a wiser man i am a very stupid man who enjoys oversharing on the internet #and it’s fine bc i don’t think hardly anyone’s gonna see it anyways. given the fact that there’s like almost /no/ fandom for this character #it’s so weird writing for a character that’s never been written for before #by anyone aside from his original creator obviously #but i think Jim just fuckin’ improvs a lot of his shit anyways lmao. #I’m Getting Off Topic!!! Time To Shut Up and Hit Post!!! #edit- i just looked and actually looks like there’s one (1) fic written for Matt on AO3 so i am sadly not the first person to write for him #alas #anyways i’ve still gotta do a final edit and get it all drafted up and ready to post on here and AO3 #so who knows when it’ll actually be out. but it feels good to be writing again! #now if i could just find a way of doing it that doesn’t require me staying up all night long…