#it's 2am for me i don't have working braincells anymore

[luzeiin]

I just wanted to say thank you sm for everything you're doing to feed us zhancheng shippers!!! ily and I hope that your pillow is always cool and your feet never hurt and every drink you drink is super duper extra refreshing xx

thank *you* for these very kind words!

drawing zhancheng has been bringing me so much comfort actually, part of it because i've been thinking about them and having a lot of feelings for them lately, but mostly because everyone has been so kind with my zhancheng art. i've been in multiple fandoms over the last years but none of them has ever felt as safe and nice as the zhancheng fandom. i've never had so many people interacting with me and say so many nice things since idk. 2021? if you ever let a comment under my art or rb it with compliments in tags, just know that each one of your words brought me SO much joy.

i've been having a hard time interacting with fandoms i've been in these last months/years, my social anxiety and insecurities getting worse as time passes lol. i always feel awkward when being the one starting an interaction, too afraid of being a bother. but everyone has been so nice, i'm desperate to talk to more people so please feel free to come and talk to me about mdzs and zhancheng🥹i adore them, i adore this show, and i need more friends to share all my thoughts and headcanons and enthusiasm aaaa

(digressed and ended up talking a lot but again anon, tysm for sending this message! this made me smile so hard thank you for brightening my night <3)

#oughhh i'm emotional sorry for rambling #and thank you again to all the zhancheng enjoyers for making this fandom feel like a safe place #i am!! not done with them yet!! #currently working on another drawing actually #tbh i'm scared of the moment i'll move on to my next obsession #bc i never want to get out of the zhancheng brainrot #ever again #best fandom i've ever been in #also sorry if there are any typos/if grammar is off #it's 2am for me i don't have working braincells anymore