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#its a constant discomfort snd pain ive grown used to among all the others but this is too far
magnoliamyrrh
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2 years
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#... all this god damn anxiety and idk everything else ive been losing my mind over lately has led to me smoking so god damn much
#without realizing. i keep not understand where the packs of cigarettes are going its actually kinda scary
#i bought like 3 yesterday?? yesterday?? (not that it feels at all like yesterday my sense of time is fucked) and they were gone by half
#through today
#.... and its kept happening. or id buy 2 packs at midday and by next midday id be like?? where the fuck are my cigs
#...... my lungs hurt
#i really really need to lay off or just quit.
#the genetic disorder makes my skin/tissues/etc more easily damaged. and it takes longer to heal
#...... so all the smoking has already led to. uhhh. wounds in my mouth and tongue. and my gums are hurting again because of it
#not to mention my throath which is fucked..... and all of these were already in bad shape from the bulimia rip
#im gonna consider it a miracle if i dont get cancer but also i should reallt stop literally playing with fire and literally burning my body
#from the inside out
#its a constant discomfort snd pain ive grown used to among all the others but this is too far
#..... no idea how im not just gonna start cutting again the moment i quit tho
#but tbh. maybe that'd be better???? literally does no long lasting damage. im already covered in scars and i dont mind them. and it wouldnt
#give me fucking cancer
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