#its brusque and rather insensitive but its the fucking truth when you get down to it

[thekingofchungus]

sometimes eldest sibling trauma shit makes me feel guilt abt being the youngest sibling they had to look after. 

just dont give adult responsibilities to your children at the cost of their childhoods, fucks sakes. 

#or talk abt it like its nice/inevitable #you could've just...been a parent. or sumthin #makes me feel real stupid for bein the way i was as a kid #like i was just a burden contributing to their misery #but i know i was in fact a kid #and so were they #and now you; the one who encouraged em to hold their life back #wanna ''make it up to them'' w/some party. when the damage is already done. by your partial negligence no less #you wanna feel so fuckin good abt urself #i hate family trauma i hate you i only care about whatever food i can bury my feelings with #its brusque and rather insensitive but its the fucking truth when you get down to it #chatbox #i always had this worry. someone talking to me about it just aggravated it #needed to vent it out ill delete it later. really sorry for the sudden morbidness #trauma tw #family tw #bc im not an idiot and not everyone finds this funny.