#its cold and im shakingg but also ive been thinking about her since yesterday and need to get the ideas out into paper

[consciouschunkofmoss]

yeah i could actually study, but i can also draw aspity till my hand hurts<3

#its cold and im shakingg but also ive been thinking about her since yesterday and need to get the ideas out into paper #or else ill just start crying #(legit that happened while i was at the bus listening to a very specific song) #the sheer concept of her in the diurnal ending made me tear up #'tanta saudade de mim quando eu morrer' #'e a alma em paz. eu pergunto o que mais eu poderia querer' #just picturing her walking into isidors home whilst in her last moments #her body wasting away #and her last wish in selfishly human desperation for earth having left her behind is to feel the soul of burakh one last time #swevery slowly blooming from her bare chest as the reclaiming begins #being returned from where she came originally. from bones and clay she was made. and through that to earth she will ultimately return to