#its not easy being queer and also medically questionable in rural areas

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uuggghhh

#its time to violently long after farm life again #the biggest problem i used to be worried about is that i kinda need to be near city areas? just for resources? #its not easy being queer and also medically questionable in rural areas #and the only places that are even in the realm of possibility for affordability in bc/vancouver area are a few hours away #that and like. yknow. friends. #but now that im back living in the city again. fuck. the effect of living out in the forest with chickens and geese and surrounded by trees #and wildlife and having to work with nature and do farm chores and shit. #it did WONDERS for my mental health. have never been so at peace and so satisfied. even though its really hard on me physically sometimes. #i think itll be worth it again. even if i have to compromise on queer community and socializing a bit i think my priorities have shifted #im gonna get a plan together and start looking into the shitshow that is real estate in vancouver #i gotta get back to that i h a t e living in the city again