#its not meant to be and all those years cementing thst in my brain worked

[sysiphus]

What the fuck whst the fuck what the fuck were just friends I am literally aghast I can’t believe it was just the regular shmegular degular hanging and walking around going to lil tings and an ARCADE like I could cry that’s all I want dude

#fucking need to find me a honey bun soon i want kisses but not only did i never in my life imagine that simetbifn like today could hapoen #in general i cant believe how comfortable i felt ive always been so scared i wouldnt be able to act normal around him but i was just content #just chilling like fuck fucking fuck yeah to that i would rather die than be awkwArd or weird im so thankful for her i cant #its not meant to be and all those years cementing thst in my brain worked