#its not seojoon's fault at all! sometimes it just happens that your needs arent met esp if u refuse to communicate -_-

[burninglilys]

it’s about jiwoo never really having a ‘home’ — feeling absolutely rejected from his hometown because of everything his family has been through and his partner at the time, who felt lonely in his company. everyone wants to belong, right? so why can’t he? everyone has a place with their name etched on it. so, why doesn’t he?

it’s about him finding seojoon, falling in love with him, and building a home with him. it’s him chasing that feeling of belonging. it’s about him slowly, inaccurately feeling that maybe he doesn’t have a place in seojoon’s life as well. that maybe he’s nothing but a burden. he does not belong there, that he could never, ever belong there, no matter how much he wants to. he gets to steal seojoon for a few moments but that’s it. if he stayed away long enough, it would be like he never existed there. everyone has a place where they belong — seojoon, in front of the cameras, in the spotlight, and in jiwoo’s arms. but jiwoo? if not for seojoon’s arms, he has no other place in the world at all. no place that calls him home.

which is why, i’m glad that jiwoo now knows that he is cared for and liked by so many other people: yooha, yoonseul, sungyoon, the village chief, the grandmas, and all the other villagers.

#still a very shitty move to leave him on his BDAY JIWOO #but i get u so much!!! #it is disheartening to feel like youre forgettable by the one person u could never forget #its not seojoon's fault at all! sometimes it just happens that your needs arent met esp if u refuse to communicate -_- #but i get jiwoo sooo much!!! he is so baby shaped! ^^ #i just want him to be happy #but also grovel in front of seojoon :) #to my star #tms #tms 2 #to my star 2