#its ok dean ive got him unlocked new emotions for me

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spn s5 had such a perfdct finale like im glad it didnt just call sam a blood freak over and over and then end with him in the deepest darkest pit forever im glad the show went on for fuckteenth seasons and then he got to go to heaven and know peace when he was done ans all that but literally s5 had such a good fucking endinggggggggg its ok dean ive got him. words that will rattle around in my skull until my dying day

#its ok dean ive got him unlocked new emotions for me #dean beaten to a bloody pulp kneeling on the ground defeated head bowed because it was all for naught #all thwir arguments and their best laid efforts and their friends who sacrificed their lives and the people he threatened #none of it matters because the world is saved and his brother is dead. sam was never getting out of this alive. #clawing at the walls biting everyone. his home has never been so empty. the AC still rattles #but no one will ever sit in the passenger seat again and know why that is. no one will ever sit in the passenger seat. #and no matter how happy he manages to be there will always be the tickle in the back of his mind #because sam's never getting out. and death will not reunite them. and sam will never know happiness again. eternal suffering.