#its tumblr i can be as sappy as i want he is licherally the sun in my sky. AND HES MY FRIEND do u know how cool that is

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the best part of being friends with my favorite artist is that we r mutuals everywhere😌

#twirling my hair treis finally followed me back on tiktok the other day #its tumblr i can be as sappy as i want he is licherally the sun in my sky. AND HES MY FRIEND do u know how cool that is #we use friend loosely around here but still. like i can tag him in memes and he'l be like ur so right. #ok or like. idk he knows things about me. i know things about him. ive met his father in law albeit accidentally #its so crazy! bc the level of affection i've always had for parasocial relationships is here too except treis is Tangible to me #like. when i went to a show for the first time in a couple years?? the look on his face bro. he lit up and it was because of Me #im rambling but really and truly it has been so so very healing to have a local artist be like. my special interest/hyperfixation/favorite #because oete wentz is never going to recognize me by face or know what my relationship with my mother is like. and treis does. #and idk. i felt so very Loved at that first show this year bc i am not just a face in a crowd to treis (or the other boys!) i am Me #and i am Important. and tbat feeling is like crack. #ok i gotta post this now or i Wil go on forever