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#itz. 3 am nite nite
pwuppybot · 2 years
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`·..୨୧˖ 🥛꒰ 🎀 ꒱ ♡ 𓂃
꒰ sept 8 diary !! ꒱
at skool again :3 Gettin in2 da hang of thingz !! i had a Rly bad nite yestrday .. felt awful ab my body & myself, insecure .. But i am not paid to think that way of myself so why should i? why shud Being sad give me a reason to hurt my body by restriction or purging again? so i did a coupl decatastrophizing worksheets and had a snack & it rly helped !! sumtimez da best thing U cn do 4 urself is Be selfish. i realized itz ok 2 take care of Urself and block out th rest of da wurld wen needed !! hoping today goez bettr !! ૮Ꮚ ´͈ ⁄ ⁄ '͈꒱Ა
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gh0styyt0astyy · 2 years
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OKAY OKAY UH WHAT DEIMOS GAVE SANFORD RASPBERRIES
*RUNS AWAY*
✨ [That’s unfair!!] ✨
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⭐️ [Summary] — Sanford and Deimos are roughhousing, Deimos decides to play unfair.
⭐️ [Warnings] — TICKLE FIC; SHIPPING (barely mentioned) ; if u dont like then scroll on cos im not hurtin nobody <3
⭐️ [Prompt/s] — 19 / 30 (from this list I THINK) / ask above
Uhhhh Ghosty’s writing again pog 😎 also I decided I’d just get straight Into It so if its short thats why but anyway!
key:
sanford
deimos
requests: closed. i am clearing out my inbox.
✨ Enjoy ! ✨
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It happened quickly, one minute Sanford and Deimos were rolling around on the bed- the next, Sanford was half hanging off of it with Deimos sat on his waist.
“Deimos what the fuck— lemme up.” Sanford looked at Deimos, pushing himself up slightly on his hands.
“Mm. Nah.” Deimos shook his head, stretching his arms above his head and cracking his elbows. “Ugh. Fine, you win. Now lemme up.” Deimos quirked an eyebrow. “Who said we were done?” He asked, tilting his head to the side as Sanford gave him a confused look.
“What does that mean? You literally have me here unmovIHIHING—!” Sanford suddenly squeaked, eyes widening as he felt Deimos’ claws skitter around. “Ohoho noHOHO— DeiMOHOS NOT AGAHAHIN!”
“Yeaaah, again! Remember when you and Hank teamed up on me? After I had done nothing wrong to you?”
“Thahahat’s such bullshihihit!”
“Well anyway, I’m gonna make you sorry!”
Deimos kneaded into Sanford’s sides, never lingering in one spot for long before his hands jumped elsewhere. Sanford squirmed desperately in Deimos’ hold, trying to free himself while remaining on the bed and not falling off.
“Deimohohos!” Sanford yelped, his body jolting when Deimos’ thumbs slid under the waistband of his pants. “NONONO— DEIMOHOS NAHAHT THEHEHERE!”
“Oooh! Right here’s bad?” Deimos cooed, digging his thumbs and claws into the skin there. Kneading and lightly scratching. Deimos felt a pout pull his face when he noticed Sanford muffling his laughter.
“Well that’s not fair…I love seeing you laugh! Why are you depraving me?” He huffed, quickly smiling. “Hmm. How about…”
Sanford continued to laugh and wheeze into his hands, eyes screwed shut as his muscles twitched underneath Deimos’ unrelenting fingers. He listened to Deimos talk, trying to ignore the dreadful feeling that pooled in his stomach.
Immediately though, Sanfords eyes shot open and his hands immediately fell from his mouth, shoving at Deimos’ head.
“NONONO— NOHOHO STAHAHAP! DEIHIHIMOHOHOHOS—!!” He shrieked, throwing his head back in louder, harder laughter as Deimos drew out a long raspberry on his stomach, above his navel. “STAHAHAHP— I YEILD! I YEHEHEILD!” Sanford snorted, feet stamping on the mattress as Sanford went limp.
Deimos spared Sanford, lifting his head from his boyfriend’s stomach and smiling widely; he moved one hand up to Sanford’s stomach, scratching lightly while the other hand stayed where it was, along Sanford’s hips.
“Aww. I didn’t know you had such a ticklish tummy!”
“I hahahate yOHOU!” Sanford yelped, jolting as Deimos’ other hand started scratching on his stomach too. “And you snorted— that was fucking adorable. Who would’ve thought that someone as big and strong as you could melt like this all because of some tickles?”
Sanford pushed at Deimos’ wrists, giggling at the onslaught of light tickles along his stomach and sides.
“I~ wanna hear that snort again.” Deimos said, suddenly digging eight fingers into Sanford’s hips, grinning at the jolt of Sanford and the giggling and snorting laughter that left him.
“Yeaaah there it is! I knew it was in there soooomewheeere~!”
“Eehehee- Dei- Deimohos— *snrt!* eeHEHEP! Stohoop it!” Sanford panted as he felt Deimos’ hands retreat, resting on his stomach and patting lightly.
“Heh. I didn’t overdo it, did I?” Deimos asked, rubbing a gentle circle into Sanford’s leg. Sanford shook his head- still snorting slightly from the ghost sensations he felt.
“Y-yohou’re so mehehean to me.” He whined, sitting up and pushing Deimos’ shoulder, grumbling as the man kissed his cheek. “Only because I love you~”
“Yeah, yeah. Sure.” Sanford rolled his eyes with a grin, resting his head on Deimos’ shoulder.
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garlique · 3 years
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wearn9ng im drunk off of like no alc so if this makes no sense itz the booze :3 but i AM the problem in every friendship ive ever had i wont even say relationship because ove never had a Real relationship because i AM the problem like its like i really am designed to be on my own forever because i cant be close w someone for very long beforr i get unhappy but im also NEVER going to be self suffcient because im literally fucking mentslly disabled so :// so often i think about this one tiktok i saw that was like "u r not hard to love and someone will love you somday" and its a nice sentiment and all but i am fucking hard to love like im such a difficult person to be around and such a terrible person to live w or spend any significnst time with like i AM difficult to love. i feel like theres a really plausible possibility that i spend the majority of my life alone because i just cant maintain relationships especially where its u.balanved at all. i am difficult to love and maybe it is to the degree of being unlovable. i feel unlovef so often these days. but its my own fault for being so angry :( i cant believe im 20 fucking years old and im genuinely suicidal again like should i not h over this by now lol. anyway uh to top off this drunken vent post sode nite you shluld appreciate how much ive been proofreading this post this wad fucking unreadable beforr. anyway im unlovable and i cant believe anyone who tellz me otherwize so im just never going to connect with anyone new again and ill never b able to accept love from otjer humans :3 hell yea
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