#ive been able to distract myself somewhat for the past couple weeks? like it's literally been fifteen days

[protectcosette]

ok im done pretending im over her. this breakup shit sucks

#breakup posting #certified protectcosette original #was looking through friends snapchat stories and accidentally swiped to hers #ive been able to distract myself somewhat for the past couple weeks? like it's literally been fifteen days #and i've been able to keep in mind just how bad she was at replying to texts the whole fucking time we were dating. #but then i see a picture of her face. her beautiful smile-like-sunshine fucking face. at MY FUCKING BAR. n i'm thrown back into deep sadnes #like. i can't listen to any of the songs that i had on her playlist. i can't go to any of the places we went together. #we went to the library on our last date and it took me a week to be able to pick the book i got while we were there back up again #but she can still go to my places where i go every week and know all the bartenders just fine? what the hell #it makes sense. she specifically said that i liked her more than she liked me when she dumped me. but that doesnt make it hurt less