#ive been stressed about this since i found out my mri results like 9 months ago it feels so so SO good to be able to let that one go

[clownboy-yeehonk]

I did it! I skiid today! It was the first time since I tore my acl and broke my wrist, and I literally felt the seasonal depression leave my body! That, combined with the sheer relief that I can still ski and enjoy skiing even if I have a long way to go until I'm back to the level I was at before the whole acl episode, I'm just...so happy and relieved. Like I shed tears at one point during a run.

#i was so fucking scared the whole 2 hour drive up #and every time i hit a bump or unexpected ice i felt my heart in my throat and almost shit my pants #but it got better #im definitely sore and i have a lot of work to do but thank GOD i can still enjoy skiing even if im not as good as i was before #like it hurt dont get me wrong but it hurt in a way that i can easily ignore #ive been stressed about this since i found out my mri results like 9 months ago it feels so so SO good to be able to let that one go #i love skiing i still love skiing i dont have to give it up i dont have to want to give it up