#just alot of thinking tonight ft. TONS of regret

[majesticcowboy]

I wish I knew how to love correctly

#everything ive done feels wrong and incorrect #i wish i knew why i feel like i didnt love enough to have things turn out right #i wish i felt like enough #just alot of thinking tonight ft. TONS of regret #do i not say the right things? do the right things? i try my best honestly but im just so tired now #why do i have to fight? why does no one fight for me? #confidence seems impossible anymore #trust seems impossible #im always scared #ughh i just want to die #im tired of my brain being mean to me