#just that style of pure love for what they're creating has sorta faded and has been replaced of the fear of creating something people dont

[gemsiiie]

just rewatched like all of sad-ists animations

i am very emotional

#jsut like- #FUCK #like first of all #her style progression throughout the years of videos and her improvement is just inspiring to say the least #and then with the dsmp animatics #just makin me remember how fucking incredible it all is/was #the og lmanburg lore and all that #and the wars and the election and ALL that #just remembering how impactful it all was #i honestly miss it #not that the lore now is any less good #just that style of pure love for what they're creating has sorta faded and has been replaced of the fear of creating something people dont #something people dont like* #(sry couldn't fit) #but i do still see the passion they have for what they make #it just felt so much more raw and real back then #yknow? #ugh im ranting again but its just so many thoughts #then i rewatched the technoblade animatic and cried again ✌️ #anyway ya #gemsiiie rants #thoughts with gemsie #sad ist #sad-ist