#largely bc i have been blowing my nose all day but also ik it'll make me drowsy which will help me actually sleep instead of

[altruistic-meme]

i have decided to say fuck it, there is no "right" way to come out and if i keep waiting for the perfect moment it's never going to come. so. i'm sending my sister an email instead that she probably won't even see until tomorrow. i'm going to hit send right after hitting post. i am VERY anxious but that was always going to be the case. i know she'll be accepting, but i am fully coming out to her, name and pronouns and everything, and that's a whole other can of worms than her just sorta-kinda knowing i'm non-binary* :'))))))))

wish me luck anyway 👍

#*nb is one of the labels im poking rn so it's not even like i AM nb i just am kinda. but. she doesn't know that sdkfhsdkg #OUGH #i refuse to back down #i have work tomorrow lmaooooooo #im gonna take an allergy pill afterwards #largely bc i have been blowing my nose all day but also ik it'll make me drowsy which will help me actually sleep instead of #obsessing about the email once it's sent :'))) #OKAY. GOTTA STOP PROCRASTINATING POSTING. BC THAT'S JUST ME PROCRASTINATING SENDING. #shh ac