#like I normally don’t get flustered that easily IRL but something about sharing my stuff online feels humiliating

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#ngl whenever I post my drawings I almost always immediately feel a twinge of regret #like I normally don’t get flustered that easily IRL but something about sharing my stuff online feels humiliating #like “Oh you’re not happy enough just drawing for yourself? You gotta seek attention for it? You gotta have folks see it THAT badly?” #“You think you’re THAT good huh.” #I don’t think my brain is wired to be online as much as I am these days #anyway. I can’t decide if tumblr is really making me happy or not #I somehow feel lonelier online than I do irl which probably is a sign I’m not doing this right 🤣 #maybe one day I’ll reach escape velocity and move on with my life