#like Whoopsie! sorry. heres ur juice. ur better now. Heart

[orcelito]

read a fic earlier that's just like infiltrated my brain. i am thinking about it so fucking much. i keep remembering it and kicking my feet and giggling like an anime schoolgirl over some severely undernegotiated hardcore bdsm smut like MAN it was neither safe nor sane but it SURE WAS FUN.......................

#speculation nation #me so thoroughly enjoying the angst and the sadomasochism in the fic and being like #oooooooh so Thats why my writing is like that................ #like i been knew ykno i fucking Love making my characters suffer #but the utter Glee that this fic makes me feel. it makes ITNL 15 Make Sense lmfao #drawing hearts in my mind's eye around the concept of branding initials over the Eye's tattoo and also accidentally breaking his neck. #like Whoopsie! sorry. heres ur juice. ur better now. Heart #ok but real talk vash doing Whatever ww wants without regard to what HE wants so that ww is having a fucking religious experience over here #but vash ends up rly freaked out bc of uhhhhhhhh well ya kno he sure did accidentally take that Pretty Far Huh #but he had his juice he's better now. but also vash is like 'ok if we do anything like this again we r gonna do this My way' #which is understandable! and how things should be for them to both have fun with it. #but also im just obsessed with everything about this fic. vash freaking out afterwards and just totally breaking down #like OUGHHHHHHHHHHHH it's so fucking good. it's so much fun. i will be thinking about this fic for my Entire fucking life