#like genuinely hyped that it might be sm instead of mcas lol

[cesium-sheep]

also, btw, while sm isn't technically cancer (just like mcas isn't technically autoimmune the bastard) it does have its own page on cancer.net, so.

#like genuinely hyped that it might be sm instead of mcas lol #even though it's the 'worse' disease #and it will mean haranguing my immediate blood family to get bone marrow biopsies #since mine came on way harder and earlier than mom's so I probably got it from both sides #(I did mention this to dad last night) #but shit dude if it turns out actually I have the disorder that literally the single best doctor I have *ever* had can actually treat? #(out of like 18 medical providers at this point I think?) #absofuckinlutely my guy #like mcas is serious and real and obviously *I* know that #but apparently the medical field has not caught up on that. #despite. yknow. the huge spike in emerging cases. #and boy howdy it would be nice to be adequately medicated and it seems like that's just not going to happen for me anytime soon if it's mca #but if it's not-technically-cancer instead of not-technically-autoimmune suddenly doctors take that much more seriously.