#like god really said ill get rid of ur anxiety but hospitalize ur partner 2 times to the brink of death and also

[junkartie]

I know telling socially awkward/shy people “just be normal” is fucking useless but nothing is funnier than the fact that one day after 3 months of constant rage fits and breakdowns i decided nothing is real and i was going to just talk to people and dress however i wanted and it worked

#i also solved my problem via violence and almost getting a man killed #never let anyone tell you violence is never the answer #dont get me wronf they definitely think im fucking stupid and weird and annoying #i know this. its not a ‘im scarred they think this of me’ thing #most people avoid me given the chance and its ok!! i dont !!! care #im out here talking! im neurodivergent and i never shut up! #i just woke up and decided to not be shy anymore #im guessing my brain kinda got pushed over the edge after a lifetime of stress cramped into 3 months and decided i couldnt be #shy on top of all that and let people walk all over me #like god really said ill get rid of ur anxiety but hospitalize ur partner 2 times to the brink of death and also #the only parental figure u trust has been lying to you and using you for years #and also this grown man who has known you since u were a kid is stalking you #and also the rich drug dealer thing #its a lot #wow thats a lot of tags im rambling