#like i know as the director i should've stood up for myself but instead i just said thanks for ur hard work im sorry for all the hassle

[antifragi1e]

am i allowed to be upset

#this happened a few days ago but #my editor sent me the final edit of our short film and he said it's the final cut and he won't be editing anymore #n that this shit isn't even paid or graded #the final cut was still so bad and ugly i really hate it #but i felt so disrespected when he said this isn't even paid or graded n that will only be a part of our portfolios #this isnt graded or paid coz this is literally a campus-wide film fest #idk i just can't stop thinking abt it #n how i allowed him to disrespect me like that #like i know as the director i should've stood up for myself but instead i just said thanks for ur hard work im sorry for all the hassle #im just really upset coz i know it could still be better . like WAY better #if i weren't so scared to tell him the truth #idk #i still need to cut like 5 mins off coz we're way over the time limit hahahaha but he doesn't wanna do it #im so sad im so upset n i judt cant stop thinking abt it or am i overreacting or overthinking or whateve #sorry ik this is long i just had to share coz i'm too scared to open this up to my team or my friends #OH I FORGOT TO MENTION A FEW THINGS #we had 6 drafts before submitting the final one #i have like an ENTIRE file of revisions n he didnt do them all!!!! which is why he made 6 drafts :/