#like i really dont care about ur little cello squad i just wanna take my exams

[tvonq]

just realised i’ve been playing the cello for 10 years and i could have at least been a grade 6 by now....

#i started playing in year 5 but my teacher never did grades with me #and so i started doing grades in year 7 but THAT teacher said i was shit and never believed i could pass #i could have literally done 5 grades when i was in school but i literally took TWO #and i worked towards my grade 4 and my teacher was like 'okay...ur probably ready ig...we'll just work on grade 5 whilst we're waiting' #and then test time came around and i was meant to take my grade 4 exam #and she always asked ME if i was ready and ???? like i probably thought i was but she was so mean to me so i thought i'd fail every time #so i never even took the grade....and you can't take grade 5 without taking the theory...which she NEVER TAUGHT ME!!!!! EVER!!!!! #and she always gave me string quartet pieces like we stopped working on grade stuff f #like i really dont care about ur little cello squad i just wanna take my exams #and then i stopped lessons in year 12 to focus on my a levels #but like...i still wanted to play? so i had to get these private lessons during uni but rona happened adn yeah #im literally never gonna finish my grades 😐 which sucks #🦀